By Barbz Sousa

Cerro os portões com pavor da bruma Quero morder os lábios sangrentos da guilhotina. Respiro. Nem os cortes, nem a morfina só de mim  ando perdida. Olho. Não posso assumir o que vejo Todos possuem a vaidade supérflua da vida. Mas a minha alma pára e sente o cadáver dessa gente de carne estilizada. Mas nada me espanta já, nada me afeiçoa Nem a tristeza dos meus olhos Vivo em azul fúnebre e morro diluída em dor.     

I simply cry during the fight I try to shut up my mouth with both hands... I try so hard to be happy I scream in my head Shut up! Be happy!! Stop whining please... I'm walking numb  feeling like  nothing is real My hands on a knife cutting so deep, The dust of the pills calm me down during this  nightmare but nothing is enough. Water so warm  dripping  in to my skinny body, the blood is wash away... I'm saying nothing But I fee l what I  fee l...

You're drowning  in to this terrib le wor ld of sadness and loneliness nothing is enough for you You should drown in to the sea feel the water washing away your soul. I simply cry during the fight I try to shut up my mouth with both hands... I try so hard to be happy I scream in my head Shut up! Be happy!! Stop whining please... I'm walking numb  feeling like  nothing is real My hands on a knife cutting so deep, The dust of the pills calm me down during this  nightmare but nothing is enough. Water so warm  dripping  in to my skinny body, the blood is wash away I'm saying nothing But I fee l what I  fee l...