By Barbz Sousa

Take this kiss upon your hand Put my arms around you let's  pretend, for a little while That you can understand this deep secret nobody knows... In a nigth or in your eyes I can feel this sweet fantasy Here, in my dreams You're never less than beautiful never less than perfect and suddenly I see that I can breathe again deeply into the forest I almost forgot all the times I've cried, sleeping in your arms... Long walks at night fighting with myself trying  to cut this feelings so deep but then I just stood there lying next to you looking to the blood slipping into my fingertips thinking: "Be brave!Start over again!" But... I'm  just an inner indecisiveness a little red star in the whole universe, a little spark of glittering emerald, trying to fight off. So kiss me hard ready before  everything just turns into ashes

Oh, how I feel you in every breath you're the sorrow flying like a bird Still I found myself shivering in your moon arms If in the darkness I found you Is because we're the same We went through hard times But together those memories are vanishing the dust of your sorrows remains Such a fragile love is growing in our suffering... So real, so pure... i'm you! (In collaboration with Nuno Ferreira,vocalist of Thorns Of Asylum,  more information about the band:  https://www.facebook.com/Thorns.Of.Asylum?fref=ts )

Lately, I’ve been trying too hard To keep myself alive I've been down in this road before feeling this misery for too long. Don’t say goodbye Don't broke my heart I've been breathing in and breathing out but there is no air between lonely crying nights... Honey, yours lips were so smooth like sweet peaches That's the way  love should be Feeling the sea breeze, holding hands and talk ‘til dark. I'm with you! there's only peace in my mind every moment every silence whispering for ever...

Your eyes blue velvet dying in this darkness. From the stars, come this sweet sadness of not knowing who we are... Kiss me deadly before you go Bloody lips, dancing tongue I feel in the air your scent, Sweet misery,don't fade away.... Come on little bird soul of my soul let's fly away let's fly away, love! There is no shelter from the rain, We're lost and so afraid Nothing can save this tears from falling and breaking our hearts nothing is real anymore nothing

Not long ago but far away Everything here was so Dark Your lips whispered winds of sorrow... This life it's a dream  of another existence. Darling, can you hear my sword Ripping your veins? I'm a lost forgotten soul Crawling in the dungeons Into the void of death. My hands are cruel  They will hunt you in the forest of fire Slowly drifting  into the skies   The stench intensifies Darkness hate  Rage my heart chaos and hate For ever and ever

I'll see you dying in my dreams Crawling in the dungeon of my dreams Breaking waves announce your death You're my dearest mystery  Hearing the howling of my soul as the moon falls into black and the wolves are waiting in the forest... From the fog came the fear whispers of loneliness raising form below we are mute villains eating of love as ravening wolves. Your cold skin have awakened me The wild winds of your soul welcoming me into my dream this is the only way to remember. O vento uivante, nas colinas apenas nós Pesadelo eterno ergue-se Orgulhosamente inerte. . For all the eternities we'll still moan in the dungeon of my dreams...

All of my memories are fading  Every time I imagine you here Reminds me again that  My love is f rozen I cannot cry it loud enough Until my last whisper You'll never feel all this misery left behind Your words are killing me Without a sound I scream Can you hear all the memories Inside burning My love it's vanishing into silences I cannot save My world is nothing  but sadness The rapture of grief is all I can find The rapture  of grief is all!

Nothing I say nothing can stop me from jumping off'a bridges 'cause I just wanna fly and be myself tonigth. Honey, this girl will be a woman soon kiss me 'cause I don't wanna be blue You know we're born to die young living in misery for too long. No words can save me. This warm t ears are falling, sweet heart, you broke me. It never felt so strange to lose someone someone like you... Nothing I say nothing can stop me from hurting myself tonight.

Kissing the dead sister My feelings starts to melt Warm tears falling down to my breasts. My soul never felt so back As the night falls deep   and the shadows appear . Kissing the dead sister I can feel t he snow  covering my body as I lay dying This eerie cool breeze is passing by... Touch me dead sister  bring me the black sunset Grab my hand speak softly to me let all this suffering ends all the love left in my heart has died with him all my dreams are fading into the darkness of dead.

In the dungeon, my soul rests. My eyes filled with tears. Preachers of sweet lies, Preachers of misery, Preachers of decadence... Anger growing in my feet Choking my soul This isn't a nightmare It's love... My mind don't give me any peace. I hear the echoes of your voice, crawling under my skin. I feel my bones breaking down, and my eyes can't no longer see... Quietly lying in the darkness My shivered bones Little heart started to break This love was born to die

Esquecer que a vida é um pesadelo e que um dia vamos acordar quando a morte chegar. Tentar ser forte não é possível os cadáveres bóiam nas águas profundas do meu ser. Toda esta dor não é diferente daquela que antes pairava entre o arvoredo... Suspiro! como quem morre mas não chega a partir como quem destruí a maldade que brota da injustiça que consume todos os pássaros. A alegria já não tem mais lugar. Na escuridão do meu corpo é impossível manter a calma e a força pouco a pouco vou destruindo cada pestanejar cada instante...

A fading blue instant I look it's so easy to breathe your essence inside of me above us a empty sky  colored in black and words sound like velvet. I can see through your eyes That a dreaming moon-flower has died lost in this painful feeling of emptiness in a instant, disorder in my heart for the pain that's yet to come in this no predicted paradise a fading blue instant I felt your fingertips touching my lips under us this feeling of belonging I wish I could inhale the unspoken words and drown in their emptiness Holding this moment for ever more.

I call your name upon the mountains Every time I close my eyes and see your evil face the skies fade to black and blood rains from above. I am lost in a silent void why have you abandoned me? Inside of my gloomy heart a dark flame burns The cold moon is rising, over my empire of shadows as nightfall closes in I know the time has come To end this empty life, soon I’ll be free, free Soul, my soul shall be immortal Come and take my life all this misery I feel inside... Look deeply in my eyes, as life fades away. The tears have tamed me where do I go where do I go from here? Everything is so empty I must end this suffering, dark angel from below Bring freedom to my soul!!! I say your name to the fierce winds Deep inside, I feel your pulse To silence this pain I must die Soul, my soul shall be immortal Come and take my life All this misery I feel inside... For my heart it is too late For my heart it is too late For my heart it is too late Soul, my soul ...

A tua ausência é o tempo olhos presos na montanha não me arrependo das vezes que me perdi por entre as mãos e as palavras nunca antes faladas. Subitamente os sentimentos transformam-se em nódoas de sangue Choro, porque só as lágrimas podem expressar a agonia entre a escuridão. num desatino murros contra o ar. eu  disse amo-te Disse que tinha medo. lancei ao chão a raiva os dias já não existem só a distância Animais mortos, dissecados, degolados, desmembrados, decapitados, esquartejados, massacrados. vagueiam por entre as esquinas o sangue escorre entre os dedos à noite o meu corpo é a tua ausência.