By Barbz Sousa

I almost died in my dream you put a bullet it on me, I couldn't see, couldn't breathe I was falling in the sea so deep, drowning in my misery. This time, I must leave all the protection I need isn't here no more just a sweet memory floating in the air I need to save myself, to hold me down 'cause this time you broke my heart, There is no way out. My eyes are light brown when I look at you baby my lips what to kiss you kiss you a thousand times I feel like I'm loosing my mind. Without you everything is so empty, so vague but my soul belongs to me I told you this before I'm my own master I don't need you to control me, to hurt me to make me feel so small, so sad, so bad When I was with you Always, fighting for my life, babe couldn't see clearly But now I see You lie to, lie to me , to me I can't afford to crawl after you To cry myself to sleep no more I try my best with you, I did babe But I need to save me, to hold ...

I am a believer in karma  So take my name and my shame give me what I deserve  because I create my own destiny I deal with my own pain Don't need you to show me love, right now I take my blame and walk away Don't show fake love to me I am over all that fake love I still  can feel your breath  lying straight up to my face you try to take my soul away  but I am a flower, blossoming out of the hole you put me in I run as fast as I can listening to the the faint rhythm of my heart I still hear you voice telling me to f**** off guess a finally did Every now and then I feel your hands  strangle my neck softly  chaining me to the basement of my misery but I am a believer in karma Take my skin, my eyes, these lips listen to my tears falling on the grown  take my live, because the only darkness I allow in my heart is the night

Só os instantes que vivi junto ao mar levo-os comigo o rumor da água no calhau o verde das algas vejo as ondas, vagarosamente a bater-me nos dedos dos pés a espuma, o sonoro desalinho das gaivotas por entre as nuvens que se avizinham. E vamos ora aos saltos ora em pé coxinho até ao abismo avistar o galgar do vento no vale de mansinho. Só estes instantes levo-os comigo os teus olhos de criança sorridente levo-os comigo o teu cabelo cheiroso e frisadinho e aquele abraço apertadinho só isso levo comigo. No instante das coisas mortas em silêncio pensarei no azul imenso refletido no teu olhar, meu amor pequenino, apenas isso conta e ao mundo a poeira dos caminhos...

Livre como um oceano de estrelas dispersas na densidade do olhar Livre como um folgo na agonia do grito que ninguém vê Livre de braços abertos como quem vai e vem fica, grita, morde e cai Livre em cada soluçar onde o ar ganha densidade e as nuvens cor Livre como quem beija o fluir da espuma e evapora-se num suspiro.