Lies

I almost died in my dream
you put a bullet it on me,
I couldn't see, couldn't breathe
I was falling in the sea so deep,
drowning in my misery.

This time, I must leave
all the protection I need isn't here no more
just a sweet memory floating in the air
I need to save myself, to hold me down
'cause this time you broke my heart,
There is no way out.

My eyes are light brown
when I look at you baby
my lips what to kiss you
kiss you a thousand times
I feel like I'm loosing my mind.

Without you everything is so empty, so vague
but my soul belongs to me
I told you this before
I'm my own master
I don't need you to control me, to hurt me
to make me feel so small, so sad, so bad

When I was with you
Always, fighting for my life, babe
couldn't see clearly
But now I see
You lie to, lie to me , to me
I can't afford to crawl after you
To cry myself to sleep no more

I try my best with you, I did babe
But I need to save me, to hold me down
'cause I have problems, I have bills to pay
where are you, right now?
All I see is the anger in your eyes
in my darkness hours you didn't care
about us, about me, you let me to die.

I just wanna go, need to leave
You broke my heart baby
Now I'm selfish
I need to put myself first right now
 'cause I am fighting for my life.
I need to breath , need the air,
the sea, need everything that I told I need.